Worst. Day. Ever...or at least a pretty crappy day that ranks pretty high on the crappiest days list (and yes, i keep a list...)
it's actually an accumulation of the last few days really.
- i'm frustrated with work.
- i'm frustrated with not being fully trained, but seeing people who lied on their resume get sent to further their education.
- i'm really tired of people doing NOTHING and getting away with it.
- i'm tired of feeling like an idiot because of things i haven't been taught.
- i'm tired of being inside ALL day.
- i'm tired of wanting to just scream all the time.
i can't really get into details...i mean we've all heard stories about how blogging about work can get you into trouble. but let's just say today was a constant struggle to keep insanity at bay. i can't seem to get ahead, much less caught up. i seem to get every call that pointed out all my incompetence...and we all know how much i HATE ignorance (even more so when i'm on the ignorant end). i just couldn't catch a break...AT ALL. it was all i could do not to break down out of anger or sadness or just plain patheticness. and of course that just made things worse. turning my day into a vicious cycle of anger, fight the urge to cry, fight the urge to scream "i quit!", anger, well you get the picture. by the end of the day all i could think about was curling up with a big glass of wine & some girl scout cookies....but i had places to be, so that would have to wait.
worse yet? husband is gone until saturday...so pretty much the one person i have here in "this place" to unload on is, well, absent. suck! thank goodness i have great long distance buddies...they let me get lot's of crap out of my system before i got to my "places to be". thanks also to some new local friends worrying over my status and inviting me for, ahem, fun tomorrow night! yay!
oh, and to top off the day...i FORGOT my dog was at the in-laws, why because adam always gets her! am i a bad parent on top of a crappy person in general? geeze!
anyway, i'm chillin' writing my excerpt of the day with my wine, girl scout cookies, knowing i have the best friends ever!
